LEAVING
 
You still love her
and you don't know me yet
So I'm leaving before you do
So don't whisper
Don't wonder
Don't miss her
Just go and find her
 
I make your choice
I make your wisdom
I make you fall
from your resistance
 
I will think
that I'm just too late
I will think hard
it has nothing to do with me
So I'm leaving
While I'm stronger
I'm leaving
'cause our love is younger
 
I make your choice
I make your wisdom
I make you fall
from your resistance
I make your choice
I make your wisdom
I make you fall
from your resistance
 
 
BLACK DAY
 
Was it easy, was it hard?
We will always wonder about that part
Were you crazy, were you brave?
That's what we all wonder about today
 
We will live through this black day
And we will pray by your young grave
We will live through this black day
And we will stand by your black rain
 
Were you obsessed or just low?
Now we talk about how come it never showed
What did you seek but couldn't find?
And when, did we all slip your mind?
 
We will live through this black day
And we will pray by your young grave
We will live through this black day
We will stand by your black rain
 
Was it easy, was it hard?
We will always wonder about that part
Were you crazy, were you brave?
 
We will live through this black day
And we will pray by your young grave
We're gonna live through this black day
And we will stand by your young grave
We will live through this black day
And we will pray by your young grave
We will live through this black day
And we will stand by your young grave
 
 
PRECIOUS BURDEN
 
The life we shared together
is no life anymore
It's time to praise the memories
and put them wherever they can grow
 
So you live in the stars now
You live in the meads
I'll spread you with my heart
over the fertile fields
 
The love we gave each other
was the love that we would make
Those years became our lifetime
A lifetime fate would brake
 
Now you're living in the oceans
in the trees and in the air
It's a precious burden
the cross I've come to bear
 
This burden
is a precious burden
as precious as you
Brought into my world
The world
that's after you
 
 
SO LONG
 
I've had my eyes
I've had my ears
to steal from you
for so long
 
For a sake to fill
a hole that kills
You've made me thrill
 
I've been wondering, so long
So long, so long
 
Now I burn
and when I yearn
every while without you
is too long
Now I'm free
You made me see
It had to be, so long
 
Because I'm gonna love you, so long
So long, so long
 
Now I burn
and when I yearn
every while without you
is too long
Now I'm free
You made me see
It had to be, so long
 
I've been wondering, so long
I've been wondering, so long
I've been wondering, so long
I've been wondering, so long
So long, so long, so long
 
 
EXCUSE ME
 
Why despair in your eyes, when I try to see you?
Don't you know it's beyond me,
just to have you here
 
Some people would say, you're only dreaming
So how come I feel you, just about everywhere
 
So excuse me if I, say that I could die
for this world you're showing me now
 
Why the doubt in your voice, when I try to tell you?
Can't you see me standing, right beside you?
 
Some people would say, it could have been magic
Well, I won't forget the magic
like I won't forget that day
 
So excuse me if I, say that I could die
for this world you're showing me now
So excuse me if I, say that I could die
for this world you're showing me now
 
 
GOT TO STOP
 
I've got to stop, got to stop the trembling
It's beginning to drag me down
I've got to change, my wishes
I've got to stop wanting, wanting you here
 
I've got to do something about the dreaming
It leaves the day the loss of been touched
I've got to discover some other meaning
and I've got to stop wanting you so much
 
I've got to stop, got to stop the exploding
It's taking too much sense off me
I've got to change my thinking
because it blinds me
And blinds the right way to see
 
I've got to stop, saving
the abundance becomes a shame without you
I've got to give up, the believing
I've got to stop hoping
but that's hard to do
 
And I've got to stop, I've got to stop worrying
about why loneliness follows me
I've got to stop, damning
damning time, for it's aging me
 
 
BEFORE THE DAY'S GONE
 
It's so hard to tend
The heart of this man
And not before the day's gone
I'm sure I'll hold him again
I think I'm losing the grip
or I could let it slip
I guess until the day's gone
I seeem to work on that rift
but I can't, don't you see?
I just can't
 
You want me to speak
and so my dumbness gets me weak
It hurts when the day's gone
that I'm tired of your needs
And I couldn't, I just couldn't
 
It's so hard to give
I should make you live
but after the day's gone
you want me to forgive
It's so hard to lose
the dream came so close
And now when the day's gone
Everyone knows
I can't
I just can't
And I couldn't
I just couldn't
 
 
GOODBYE
 
I told you once I did
After you'd taught me how
It was never in my beliefs
I'd ever learn to say goodbye
 
How do you say goodbye?
How do you get free?
I tried to say goodbye
But you're still here with me
 
If you say you never were here
That you've never been seen
I wonder where we'd stand
If you had stayed in my dreams?
 
You should have stayed in my dreams
You should have made me stop
Because you were just a dream
Since I had given up
 
How do you say goodbye?
How do you get free?
I tried to say goodbye
But you're still here with me
How do you say goodbye?
How do you get free?
I tried to say goodbye
But you're still here with me
 
 
FOOLISH
 
So, so say I'm foolish
Say, it's all in my mind
 
Don't give me right on this feeling
I did what I always do
Bad things go'way by believing
 
So, I was too foolish
So, I let myself down
Still, this is my ground
 
So, I was right on this feeling
but I'll do what I've always done
Bad things are eased by believing
It was just my time
It was just my time
It was just my time to come
 
 
CURTAIN FALL
 
No more time, spared for waiting
No thoughtfulness to blame it on
I'm giving up on you
You're giving up on me
That's why our meeting doesn't come
 
I don't recognize my skin when it's callous
or this emptiness that's replaced my heart
Don't need you anymore
You don't need me at all
So what are we living for?
What is left, what is left?
What is left when love is gone?
 
Do I have to start to dream about a stranger
I'm sure he's not anywhere
It is not like me, to lose without to bleed
No I don't enjoy to feel free
This curtain fall, is the last one you'll see
 
It suddenly is so quiet
No voices I hear that bewail
There is nothing more
to see or hope for
It is time for the final curtain fall
This curtain fall is the last one
after all
 
 
WHO I AM
 
I'm just as good as you want me to be
I'm only so sweet as you choose to see
I'm reaching the level, you're setting up
I'm only heading, until you say stop
 
I'm touching you where you let me to
I have all those things you say I do
Who I am, you tell me
Who I am, you tell me
 
I only ravage where you give me the place
I'm only seen until you shade my face
I'm just as good as you want me to be
Who I am, you tell me
Who I am, you tell me